flat
2008-12-30
@ 5:11 a.m.
speak to me in a language i can hear humour me before i have to go
the air has been slowly leaving and i feel greater deflation everyday. i need to refocus. a new year to make all the same mistakes again!
deep in thought i forgive everyone
im not even spinning my tires anymore. i have completely let off the gas and am content to just slowly sink.
tomorrows just an excuse away
so i pull my collar up and face the cold, on my own
my tenth year in calgary should not be ushered in with such melancholy but i only see my failures behind me. realizing how much i have never achieved.
and for a moment i lose myself wrapped up in the pleasures of this world
mindclusterfuck
tomorrows just an excuse
and you can make it last, forever you
and you can make it last, forever you
